Fibro management strategies

Boom and Bust – my achilles heel..

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The boom and bust cycle, I’ve been there, I got the medal..

I definitely do not recommend it! Even so, it remains my achilles heel, so I’ve been thinking a bit about why that is.

Here’s what I’ve realised

There’s a reason that people with Fibromyalgia often push themselves too hard, too fast and then bust.

We know we have limited energy but we just want to get on with our lives – that’s only fair. It’s so frustrating to feel like you can’t achieve as much as you used to.

So when we have a good day we ‘make hay when the sun shines’ and then more hay and more hay – until our body decides ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!

Why do we do this?

One of the reasons is momentum. Once we start a task it’s hard to not stop before we’re finished and the task can grow as we see more things that need to be done. Or if it’s something we love doing, we naturally don’t want to stop!

It’s called momentum because we get caught up what we’re doing and are driven from one moment to the next to keep going.

Bargaining with ourselves

‘Just half an hour more’, ‘just one more phone call’, ‘I’ll just walk another block. it’s such a lovely day’!

When the inevitable crash comes you beat yourself up and tell yourself you’ll try harder. You BLAME yourself and your body for failing you.

Doing any or all of these things does not make you a failure

It just means you’re human and you care about living a full life.

But it also means you’re not getting the best out of your body, and you’re teaching it to push on when it’s crying out to stop – your capacity levels become lower & the crashes are harder.

Capability VS Capacity

I’ve talked about capability vs capacity here – it’s worth reminding yourself that you ARE a capable person, and by learning what your limits are on any given day, you’ve given yourself choices. 

Here’s what you can do about it

Step one (awareness and listening to your bodies signals):

This week, half way into a physical task or something that requires a lot of thinking ask yourself this question – How do I feel right now? 

  • Note how your body feels (Do I have pain or tension?)
  • Note how your brain is coping (Do I feel foggy?)
  • Note your stress levels 

Then take a moment to insert a tiny break of some sort. And see how that feels. 

  • Move gently if you’ve been still for a while 
  • Sit or lie down if you’re doing something physical. 
  • Take a breath (if intentional breath work is for you) 
  • Look out the window or at something in the room 

If writing stuff down is your thing take a few notes about what you discovered. Please don’t make a ‘job’ of this – it’s a gentle scoping exercise, not another thing to add to your to do list! No judgement, just data!

Step two – digging into your Boom and Bust behaviour

Again, no judgement please. We are working towards being able to do what matters most FOR YOU.

Once my boom & bust behaviour became unsustainable I asked myself these big questions so I could work out how to do things differently. Answering honestly has been a game changer for me and for the women I coach who have tried it.

What is Boom and Busting STOPPING me from doing – what’s it COSTING me in terms of living my life the way I want? (Physically, emotionally, socially)

How much TIME am I needing to recover when I could be doing something else that I care about? You may need to make a note of how often you’re flaring or unable to do what you need to/want to because of the effects of doing to much to answer this question

What brings me JOY?  Whether it’s playing with the kids/grandkids, going for coffee with friends, doing the gardening or something else completely – what do YOU like/want to do most of your life?

How is Booming and Busting impacting on doing those things you want to do most?

Next Step – PACING!

In my next post I’ll talk more about pacing, what it is & how it works best.

Please remember that people without Fibromyalgia also want to do all the things and no one person can! We all have limitations, and it’s good to remember that, to cut yourself some slack.

You are doing your best – never forget that! 

Find me here if you’d like to chat about your Boom Bust Behaviour and how we can address it gently so you can do what matters to do, again!

 

When things don’t go according to plan – it’s ok to be NOT ok

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It’s been a tricky couple of weeks, Fibromyalgia wise!

Life has been ‘life-ing’ as they say, and the last couple of weeks have been busy and hard. There’s also been some loveliness, with three family birthdays (including mine!), but even lovely things can tire you out, right?

It’s made me think about how unpredictable it is living with Fibromyalgia and what we do to manage it, when life throws you curve balls.

To be completely honest, I had a little wobble. Instead of kicking in with the things I know that help me, I lost sight of them for a moment, and consequently got quite overwhelmed.

It’s perfectly reasonable to feel NOT ok when this happens.

We’re not just affected physically by our Fibromyalgia, but also emotionally, mentally & socially, so it’s inevitable we won’t always handle a difficult times perfectly

My lovely Mum always used to say;

It’s ok to have a melt down, but don’t unpack your bags and live there!

So that’s what I did – had some time to ‘feel my feelings’ and live in my dressing gown for a bit. And it was lovely, I have to say – a kind of hibernation!

And then, I pulled up the plane and went back to my usual routine.

So..here’s some things that have helped my clients and myself when a Fibromyalgia melt down happens

  • Cancel what you can.
  • Adapt what you can’t – can you work from home, or meet that friend via zoom instead of in a busy cafe?
  • Accept help – and learn to be honest with the people around you so they will see you need it & offer to help
  • Try the smallest strategies in your toolbox (eg set a timer for a slow breath out)

Here’s what won’t help

  • Pushing through
  • Pushing down your feelings
  • Being mean to yourself about why you can’t be better, do better..
  • Wishing things were different – I can categorically promise you, this will not last forever.

Learning that ‘this too will pass’ and how to ride the waves of my Fibro instead of drowning has been the best lesson I’ve learned, without a doubt.

Recently I learnt about he ’90 second rule’ which I think could be really helpful for when you’re in the melt down phase and the thoughts are racing.

The gist of it is that a reaction to something only last 90 seconds in our body, biologically. Any reaction we have (negative or positive) is only made longer than that by our thoughts.

A suggested way to become more aware, and halt a negative thought loop is to watch a clock (preferably with a seconds hand) or a timer for 90 seconds. You observe the thought and then you have the choice to change it!

Here’s a more in depth explanation of the ’90 second rule’

I’d love to know what you think about this! You can let me know here 

 

Capability vs Capacity

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Thanks to some excellent advice from a good friend I’ve been thinking about the difference between capability and capacity.

Knowing the difference helps me to choose what I can take on and what I have to politely decline.

It’s really hard to see yourself as no longer capable when Fibromyalgia puts the brakes on your life.

If you’re like me and you’ve always been capable or high achieving at work, or in any role which is outcome driven,  this will be tough.
If you’ve always been ‘everything to everybody’,  this will be tough.
If you have achieved things that you are proud of, but can no longer do,  this will be tough.

It’s especially hard if your identity has been tied up in those capabilities or achievements.

I was incredibly career driven – a teacher for over 30 years, I’d written exams, curriculum standards, advised teachers in my subject area and taught new teachers their craft. The very definition of capable! Letting all that go was tough & I’ve had to re-learn what is important to me.

Turns out what’s important isn’t my achievements, it’s the things I value the most – connection, family, creativity, helping others – and having the capacity to do those things is vital. I’m taking more quiet time (hello jigsaws puzzles) between ‘doing’ to just ‘be’.

Capacity is changeable and fluid

I always assess how I’m feeling before I decide whether I can do something. When assessing my capacity I work out how taxing whatever I’m asking of myself will be, physically, emotionally and mentally. I also think about how doing it might affect me down the track.

AND I always remind myself that my capabilities have not changed – I’m just choosing to apply my skills in different ways, or saying, no thank-you, when it needs to be said.

If what you’ve read today resonates with you & you are wondering about what working with a Fibromyalgia coach would be like, we can meet for a chat. I’d love to explain how I can support you! You can book in for a chat here. 

I wish I knew then what I know now..

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Going at it hammer and tongs!

When I first got chronic pain and then my Fibro diagnosis I researched as much as I could about how to help myself get better. Once I was ‘armed’ with information I thought the answer to healing myself was approaching it as I would a full-time job – something I could ‘fix’ if I only tried hard enough and threw enough at it!

I set myself high standards and approached my healing with the same efficiency I would any other job. I knew what I needed to do and I did it full tilt! I tracked every symptom, logged everything that went in my mouth, tried every strategy and supplement all at once.

I wish I knew that my self care routine was unsustainable.. It was an inflexible regime full of self-chores, not self-care!

My pain and many of my fibromyalgia symptoms remained. I had no idea what I was doing that was working and what wasn’t, because I was in a frenzy..and exhausted by the effort.

And worse, I was stuck in a revolving cycle of hope and despair. Something would work for a while and then not – at which point I would become discouraged and blame myself for my lack of progress. Not a good place to be.

What I’ve learnt

In retrospect I understand that this was part of my high achieving perfectionist approach to life. I was going to lick this thing! Spoiler alert – I didn’t. Finally, and with the support of my coach I realised what I was doing and began to change my approach.

I wish I knew then that I couldn’t control every aspect of my condition and my life, but there are things I can do – and that small steps lead to great change over time.

These days I implement things slowly one at a time and only keep using strategies that work for my particular body. I stripped it right back and made small changes one by one – noticing the successes I did have, even if they weren’t perfect. And slowly they started to fit together into a manageable & flexible routine.

What works for me

I have lots of strategies in my toolbox – to mention just a few:

  • Calming my nervous system with research proven methods such as meditation, mindfulness, listening to music, and gentle movement (preferably outside in nature!)
  • Resting
  • Planning
  • Pacing
  • Slowing down – rushing is off the agenda, and frenzies are a thing of the past!
  • Setting boundaries

Over the next few posts I’ll break these strategies down for you, so you too can work on living better with Fibro. It can be done – one step at a time!

Keep the holiday feeling

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What a holiday we’ve had..

Despite Fibromyalgia hitching a ride

It’s summer here and we’ve been lucky enough to travel round the South Island of New Zealand in our van. If you don’t know this part of the world then I highly recommend Googling some images. It’s phenomenally gorgeous (no bias at all!!) This holiday has been a while in the making – we needed to plan for it to be a success with some extra travellers on board – Fibromyalgia and chronic pain.

The van isn’t fancy, but the bed is super comfy (a non-negotiable requirement for my Fibro body) and we really enjoyed living a simpler life for a few weeks, with our only agenda being to see amazing places, walk when we could, & chill out!

And I felt great! And by great I mean my cup was stuffed full to overflowing with great experiences I could turn to when I was in pain after a big day (inevitable – but worth it!) and (crucially) after life kicked in when we returned.

I’m back at work now and I need that holiday feeling more than ever.

On my return home I found myself thinking – how can I keep this feeling? – relaxed, carefree, able to handle the days when I’m in pain or the stresses of life weigh heavy on me.

It occurs to me that what happens on holiday – especially one like ours which was so visually mind blowing – is that life grows bigger – even if the pain does not get smaller. Bear with me..

I have some great images to replay in my head for when I need them.

Maruia Hot Mineral Springs

I can recreate that holiday feeling in my imagination WHENEVER I LIKE!  Looking out of the van from my bed, relaxing in a soothing mineral pool, the beauty and wildlife that surrounded us – I have lots to draw on now. And thanks to my daughter getting us a digital photo frame for Xmas I see my photos every single day and remember the feeling that I had when I was there.

Keep the holiday feeling

The key to our holiday success was less! It was a simpler life for the weeks we were away with less stress and less things to do. We weren’t rushing and had very few deadlines. I slept for longer and soundly, and read 4 books!

The optimal word here is LESS – and that’s the holiday feeling I’m trying to keep.

Simplifying life. Checking in every day to make sure I’m not overdoing it and that I’ve put some joy in my day to make sure that LIFE is bigger than PAIN. We can’t always ditch our responsibilities but we can make choices about what is most important to us to do and not do.

So, if you are to take one thing away from my experience I’d like it to be this

Even if you are not able to have a holiday right now or any time soon – I’d like you to close your eyes and imagine a place you have loved, that has made you feel relaxed, at peace – somewhere you can return to in your mind when times are tough.

You don’t need to strive all the time

Doing less of the ‘shoulds’ and a little more of what makes you feel good is a great place to start.

I’m here for you. Take care!

Deb

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